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Saturday, January 30, 2016

Comfortably Numb

I've gone back and forth on whether to mention this, but I guess it's become noticeable that I've stopped writing about my feelings. The reason is because I haven't got any: I've been taking antidepressants.

I tried long and hard to avoid this. But in the end, I had to. I started to say that it was a choice between this and suicide, but really this is suicide.





2 comments:

Mag said...

you gotta write your book tho

M.S. du Pré said...

I don't think I can. I'm cut off from that place where all the deep emotions come from--the same reason I have nothing interesting to say here. It's all still there, and I can see it, but it's like the difference between looking at a live, breathing person and a dead body.