Just so you know: this change I've experienced doesn't change my love for you in any way. Actually, it has liberated and refreshed it. My love, like everything else, had been weighed down. But now, it's fresh and intense again, but without the pain and fear I had before. My love for you now is completely free: both in the sense of unbounded and unfettered, and in the sense of being gratuitous and unconditional. It's like, I love you more than anything or anyone in the world, and I would love to marry you and spend every moment of the rest of my life with you; but I don't really mind if I don't.