Am I the only one who feels really bad for Martha in The Notebook? You know, the war widow he finds companionship with while he's going insane over Allie? Poor girl. That's why I'm so hesitant about dating--that's exactly how it would be. I've already done that to at least one girl in my life, and although she's brave and strong like Martha, and we're still friends, I know I've hurt her. I don't want to do it again.

Sure would be nice to have someone to keep me company, though. God, I'm tired of being alone.