That sounds like I haven't made any improvement or experienced any healing, which isn't accurate. I have. In most things, I am okay now. In many ways, better than I ever have been. It's mainly just you, or anything related to you, or anything that reminds me of you. You are my krpytonite.

I have been loving you for so long and so profoundly, that I can't contemplate life without loving you. Not loving you would be like a mother not loving her newborn baby. It's just not possible. I would have to become a different person in order to not love you. You are woven into the strands that make up the cords which make up my heart, and removing you would require unraveling it and breaking it down to nothing but raw fibers.